Saturday, October 10, 2009

X : So, am I to think that what happened was BULLSHIT?

Y : It is now.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

excerpts from life ...

.. the place was stuffed with over grown jailbait;
and people who didnt know what to do on a thursday night.
So they danced ...

.. a hundred muscles to call you,
a million more not to ...

.. addiction is a funny thing,
you think it'll never happen to you,
until you're craving for a smoke break ...

Quote of the day :- If you only have a hammer, you see all your problems as nails - anon.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

As much as I love being alone

I dont feel like it, this time.

Monday, August 24, 2009

at office ...

this comic describes exactly the way i sometimes feel at the office. Replace LEASE with responsibility / WORK.






Thursday, August 13, 2009

you're out of touch,

and I'm out of time.

Monday, August 10, 2009

miniature bliss packets

He unsealed the black box from its plastic covering and opened the lid. The aroma of 'carefully selected tobacco, blended to perfection' hit him and brought about an unlikely calm.

He placed the filtered end of the white tube on the edge of his lips, inhaled deeply, and lit up the other end. The first drag burnt his insides with a pain he'd come to terms with.

The tea arrived in time for him to grease the inners of his esophagus with its warmth. The second drag was alot smoother, as his lungs adjusted to the smoke and his nerves calmed around the misty intruder.

He sucked on the filter another time, while the light on the other end came closer. The ecstacy finally started to settle, as his head spun for the first time. He was only half way through and the thought that there is another half to go, made him smile. He rushed another sip of the hot liquid down his throat, eager for the next drag, a better buzz.

His lips quivered now, as he released the smoke from behind his teeth. The sensation had begun its ascention into his head. Slowly taking over, like a gentle lover. Sweet and mysterious.

As his hands fell to his sides, his fingers trembeled with the rush. The warm breeze of midnight forced him to stare down at his own shadow; depicting a man who's grown obese with time and weak with cheap thrills. He glanced back up as his silhouette danced in the luminescence of speeding headlights.

With the light so close, that he could touch it with his fingers; he inhaled a deep last draft and let the lungs absorb the nicotine. His head spun again and his body buzzed with goosebumps. Just like he imagined!

He shifted his weight to the other leg, dropping the burnt roll of paper on the floor - still sparkling with hope; he let the radiance live.

And as he walked away, abandoning his semi filled foam cup of tea, he smiled to himself;

'sometimes you want to sleep with the taste'.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

suffocation in oxygen

Friday, July 03, 2009

Quote of the day

Quote #2
Friend :- its sleek ... sexy ... sharp ... n saad :P

Quote #1
Friend :- I added him on facebook to see if he's real.

Monday, June 29, 2009

I dont care about you,
I dont care about anyone,
I dont care about what they think.

I do it for myself,
I do it coz I want to prove it to myself.

and nothing else matters.

Friday, May 15, 2009

every story's broken
every one's in pain


- fuck me I'm emo.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Dont tell me what I cant do,
I know myself better than anybody else
And if I fail,
I'll learn something new.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

USE

B1 - MAAAAN I am so in love with this song. I mean I can just not get it out of my head man .. I mean its like drugs .. I just want it to go on and on.

G1 - Ahaan

B1 - You know, thats the thing with me, I have this phase. I keep listening to a song or an artist over and over and over again. On and on .. until I've sucked every last drop of pleasure and excitement out of it .. and then I kinda you know .. meh. BUT THEN, ages later i come back to it again .. and you know the drill.

G1 - but that's bad na? I mean ....

B1 - what's bad about that? I can listen to whatever I want to whenever I want to. ITS A FREE WORLD HUN! Aint no stopping .....

G1 - but dont you think you do the same thing with people?

B1 - ........... err .... what? ....

Sunday, April 12, 2009

u like some cheez.

I know that maybe a day / week / month from now I am going to look at this and go like .. DOOD WTF? SERIOUSLY WTF? but for the time being ... here's some ultimate cheeze mateez.

I welcome your revolution
The substitution of your thoughts
My place in your heart enjoys some change
A relocation to a better spot

And how you smile it makes me weak
And how you wonder what I need
The excitement in the way you listen
Your anticipation to hear me speak

And how you want us to be forever
How you never want this to change
And how you never tell me the way you’re feeling
But you want me to appreciate

Oh you’ve become the one I wanted
Oh you’ve become what I’d imagined in my head
Oh how I cant stop from falling in love again
Again in love with your new self.

How you’ve lost your reservations
And the attitude of stones
And how you want to talk about everything
In my head you’ve begun to unfold

The way you hate it when I am going
And how you miss me when I am gone
The jealousy that is so reflective
The possessive nature of your love

Oh you’ve become the one I wanted
Oh you’ve become what I’d imagined in my head
Oh how I cant stop from falling in love again
Again in love with your new self.

But I take a step back from this place
And cynic on this happy phase
There is nothing that I’ve done different
What has brought about this change?

Oh you’ve become the one I wanted
Oh you’ve become what I’d imagined in my head
But I cant help thinking you’re faking this
Why do you love me now this way?

Oh you’ve become the one I wanted
Oh you’ve become what I’d imagined in my head
Oh how I cant stop from falling in love again
Again in love with your new self.
But I cant help thinking you’re faking this
Why do you love me now this way?

and yes there is a tune to this. oh god. I am already contemplating the post.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The Honest Scrap

Before I begin, I'd like to apologise to Siras, coz I think something similar she tagged me to, earlier, and I was too busy to complete that. I hope this one here shall suffice the previous requisitions.

hmm.

first off (as copied off Drama Queen's blog) the RULES

The rules of the award:

• Choose a minimum of 7 blogs that you find brilliant in content or design.
• Show the 7 winners names and links on your blog, and leave a comment informing them that they were prized with "Honest Scrap." Well, there's no prize, but they can keep the nifty icon.
• List at least 10 honest things about yourself.

Since its 2 in the morning and I have work tomorrow I shall tag other innocent bloggies later.

for now...

here goes nothing ..

DISCLAIMER - SOME OF THESE FACTS ARE JUST DOWN RIGHT DISGUSTING (like this next one) YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Number 10
I am a tension farter - I've said this before, but when I am in tension (specially during the time when they're taking the papers from us during the exams) I fart. Not so much farting at the office though.

Number 9
I am a tension hogger - When I heard my aunt's met a serious accident, what's the first thing I do? I stop my car and have a Shawarmah. Yes I hog when I am a distressed.

Number 8
I am fat and hairy - and i know it :P

Number 7
I have bunked work many times, and even then not reporting to the staff about my absence. I mean thats what bunking is right, otherwise its a leave. :P

Number 6
I love playing video games and criticizing them, but I am generally not very good at them.

Number 5
Even though I say I am not, I am actually very sensitive (hides face).

Number 4
Regretably, I hurt the people closest to me the most and with great cruelty. In fact these are the only people who I even show an attitude to. I am such a pig. Then again you can only hurt people who are close to you, other's wud prolly just shrug it off their shoulder.

Number 3
I am scared of taking decisions that may CHANGE the normal course of things. In other words, I am afraid to take the leap of faith.

Number 2
I always try to see the other side of the story, even if it involves my family, friends or evem GOD and religion for that matter.

Number 1
I was a better person

(to be updated)

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Nothing in my way

How can they have a song for every god damned THING?

presenting, - Nothing in my way - Keane

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
Why d'you laugh?
When I know that you're hurt inside?

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you're hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you're hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

(Just...)
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
(...another day, nothing in my way, I..)
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
(...don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay. just..)
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
(... another day, nothing in my way; Don't know what you lie for...)
You're having such a nice time
(...anyway)

I am in half a mind to buy both their albums. The best british act since coldplay in my opinion. oh yeah also listen to Somewhere only we know, ultimate.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

....

He stretched out his hand and said in an affirming tone, "if you're not afraid to change, if you're willing to forget, if you're ready to leave them 'coz you dont care about anyone but yourself, your ideas, your motives and your life; then walk with me. The path is dangerous and you shall be bruised, but you'll be fine as long as you've got me".

My decision was swift.

I grabbed his hand and asked his name.

"Ego", he said.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

the man in the suit

hello, rise and shine
the sun's in on time
you get up from your bed
in a suit.

You're aware of almost every bit
of conscience you must lug with
diamonds and their districts
in a suit.

you're smiling and you're crying,
you're hiding but denying,
you're amazing but you're lying
in your suit.

you tread into the beaches
with Armani and your Ginches
you're bathing in the water
in your suit.

you're up when it is dark,
and you're there after the hour,
you even walk around the park
in your suit.

you're smoking while you're breathing
you're loving but you're cheating
teasing and displeasing,
in your suit.

you disgust me
and you know well
and its never hard to tell
but you love the way it smells
in your suit.

you're craving,
not believing,
you love the silky feeling,
your hand inside the pocket
of your suit.

you're burning from within,
with the heat that is discerning,
its melting your life but never your heart.

'coz you're ageing and you're breaking
not now but you'll be fading
you're dieing in the warmth
of your suit.

Monday, March 02, 2009

its odd really, that that person is soo good, such an amazing human being, that its impossible to hate them. 

And you know the case is true with everyone who knows them. 

And how you wish you could help them, be of use to them, when they are a little unfortunate. 

Yet all the people they ever knew are there for them

Makes you feel like you dont need to be there.

They obviously dont need your help. 

thankyou very much. 

Monday, February 02, 2009

there comes a time ...

when i look back at my life and say to myself, 

DOOD WTF?>>>

and then i look ahead at what the future holds, and say,

DOOD WTF?>>>

Monday, January 12, 2009

virtual scream

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i hate this.