Wednesday, July 21, 2010

in a state....

maybe am crazy, I dont know, but I'm suffocating.

the sensation that your heart is being enveloped by your drying, airless lungs

and i dont even know that guy, like .. not even seen him. I just learnt his name a few hours ago; when the first news broke about his death.

His friend told me they chatted about setting up a football match a day ago; and now he's vanished. Poof! GonE!

makes me realise, am I prepared for this? God's given me the manual to follow; but I've never bothered to refer. not yet.


but God doesnt procrastinate.


He drowned in a swimming pool. perfectly healthy, perfectly athletic.

perfectly dead.

All i can do sitting here is pray that Allah has mercy on his soul. And that we, moreso I, get my ways right.

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un



ßlΔcĸ ƒıre said...

Im sorry for the loss, its strange how death is all around us yet we think so little of it.

I recently had someone I knew pass away too. I wasn't close to them but it sure came as a shock.

Scary thing is, one minute they are there, the next they are gone.
Just like that.

Makes you realise how fragile life really is.

drama queen said...

I know that feeling. Its bad when it hits you. Pray to Him so that He never forgets you. And inshaAllah I'll pray that you never forget Him.

inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajioon.

siras said...

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi rajioon.

It always hits us when we hear of a death, esp a young death, an unexpected one. And few days later we go back to being uncaring, unfeeling. It's sad. We don't know when our time is coming. May He guide us on the right path.

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