Nothing in my way

How can they have a song for every god damned THING?

presenting, - Nothing in my way - Keane

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
Why d'you laugh?
When I know that you're hurt inside?

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you're hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say
And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you're hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

(Just...)
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
(...another day, nothing in my way, I..)
For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time
(...don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay. just..)
For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time
(... another day, nothing in my way; Don't know what you lie for...)
You're having such a nice time
(...anyway)

I am in half a mind to buy both their albums. The best british act since coldplay in my opinion. oh yeah also listen to Somewhere only we know, ultimate.

....

He stretched out his hand and said in an affirming tone, "if you're not afraid to change, if you're willing to forget, if you're ready to leave them 'coz you dont care about anyone but yourself, your ideas, your motives and your life; then walk with me. The path is dangerous and you shall be bruised, but you'll be fine as long as you've got me".

My decision was swift.

I grabbed his hand and asked his name.

"Ego", he said.

the man in the suit

hello, rise and shine
the sun's in on time
you get up from your bed
in a suit.

You're aware of almost every bit
of conscience you must lug with
diamonds and their districts
in a suit.

you're smiling and you're crying,
you're hiding but denying,
you're amazing but you're lying
in your suit.

you tread into the beaches
with Armani and your Ginches
you're bathing in the water
in your suit.

you're up when it is dark,
and you're there after the hour,
you even walk around the park
in your suit.

you're smoking while you're breathing
you're loving but you're cheating
teasing and displeasing,
in your suit.

you disgust me
and you know well
and its never hard to tell
but you love the way it smells
in your suit.

you're craving,
not believing,
you love the silky feeling,
your hand inside the pocket
of your suit.

you're burning from within,
with the heat that is discerning,
its melting your life but never your heart.

'coz you're ageing and you're breaking
not now but you'll be fading
you're dieing in the warmth
of your suit.

its odd really, that that person is soo good, such an amazing human being, that its impossible to hate them. 

And you know the case is true with everyone who knows them. 

And how you wish you could help them, be of use to them, when they are a little unfortunate. 

Yet all the people they ever knew are there for them

Makes you feel like you dont need to be there.

They obviously dont need your help. 

thankyou very much. 

there comes a time ...

when i look back at my life and say to myself, 

DOOD WTF?>>>

and then i look ahead at what the future holds, and say,

DOOD WTF?>>>

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i hate this.

m3h -

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12 am - 23rd december 08

3 days to christmas,

not that that matters.

I unlocked the door to chachoo's home, dragging my laptop with me. But i wasnt going to sit low today. 

I havent felt as lost and confused in a long time. As pissed at myself and as saddened by the state of affairs that the sorrow suffocates me. 

So I release the knot on my tie and slip out the suit. Jump into a sweatshirt and tracks and charge my mp3 player while I cross the laces on my joggers. 

Its cold outside, but I need to feel the wind from some place other than my driver's seat window. And as I step outside, I place the earphones where they should be. 

Take ... me home

In time you will come to love me, like one of your own.

Take ... me home

With you .... 

Noone else knows me like you do ... - Above and Beyond (noone else)

As I ran into the wind, the feeling of belonging accentuated. I hadnt done this for a while. Not in a long time. 

I sprinted further. Loving the feeling. For a few minutes I was in a state of trance. 

My lungs began to pain. I dont know whether it was the frozen air inside them or the result of the ciggarettes I sucked earlier in the evening.

But my legs werent laggard, and so I pushed myself further. 

Release yourself, its a big sky

Reveal yourself, its a big sky - John o Callaghan and Audrey Gallagher (big sky)

I didnt reach epiphany. The increased weight of depression eating slowed me down. But in my heart I was calm. 

Breath in this moment - its come and gone

Further and faster through your soul

Open your eyes embrace the dawn

Open your mind

Oh, oh. - John o Callaghan and Audrey Gallagher (big sky)

Yet in my head the tempest raged.

Quote of the day : You gain and you lose, thats the balance of life.

Dala - Fortress

So I was bored at my cuzn's place and he had this new tv series downloaded - Flashpoint. Some random canadian police drama. 

ANYHU, here's the ending track, which is awesome; yes.

And I will watch you disappear
From my fortress over here
And I will never understand
Every heart's a foreign land

And I'm so afraid to, so afraid to
Love you

And I will turn my eyes away
From the harsh light of your day
And I have slept through pouring rain
It was all that kept me sane

And I'm so afraid to, so afraid to
Love you

And I have drawn lines in the sand
To remind us where we stand
And I build castles while you thirst
They'll fall down but you'll fall first

And I'm so afraid to, so afraid to
Love you
Love you
Love you

flip

She said it with such unnerving calm; the news hit like a bat to the face. For a moment there, I froze.

With the book of the Lord in one hand and a rolled up tissue in the other; she tried to concentrate, in order to read, to distract her from her grief. Seeking that one true spirit that has given us Hope on a plate, everytime and anytime. 

But as she lost to the eminence grise inside her over and over again; eyes swollen and cheeks wet, I had the urge to hold her hand and press hard. squeezing for strength.

I didnt; it wasnt my place to.

Instead I sat there doing nothing, wondering in awe, how life works like a switch. Flip it and its off.

Inallaha Ma3 Sabireen - (Allah is with those who have patience).

Qoute of the day -  once you build your own rules and own walls, you start to realise that within those lines you cannot use your heart. since the walls you built were made of logic, and in the land of logic you need to feel from you head.